Dreamin'
I dream a lot of things. My reveries usually end up with happy thoughts, but reality is a different story. I can't escape from reality other than through my thoughts. I don't talk, i write. I feel if I talked and socialized with people I can't trust, I'll lose myself. I'm tired of all the crap I put up with everyday. I fight with my thoughts, and I am a confused teenager. I wish this phase would just go away. I just want to enjoy my life now, but it's harder for me than anything in the world. Hopefully things will straighten out but it seems impossible. the road is crooked. When I am in college I am almost positive things will get a lot better! In high school, I am surrounded by a bunch of kids who talk back to their parents, do highly daring stuff. Well, that stuff is retarded, and kids screw up their lives just thinking about it. Thoughts lead to actions. I dream to start a little journalism soon. I'm signing up for journalism for my school's newspaper...