Inspired Writings

Hey, i'm updating the blog, guys!! So, lately, things are going really great for me. I love my new school, I am making friends gradually, and I am doing something with my life! I mean, not downgrading where I used to live, but I really feel like a ship of opportunity is waiting for me to climb aboard to take me to a destiny that I'm not expecting. I'm skillfully avoiding as much of the annoyances and disturbances of the school and yes, they are everywhere no doubt. But overall, I'm really happy where I am right now in my life. My attitude is reflected by others, which brings happiness to my life. I feel less hectic than before, and i like that feeling of peace. Sports are coming up soon and softball is number #1 on the list to join...but i don't want to struggle defensively and embaress myself again. Fast pitches are the pinnacle of my struggles in softball. When will i get over them? I've been playing softball for about 12 years now, and you would think that i ...

I really want to go to the beach sometime again soon. It feels as if all the peace in my life has drained away...there's always something going on. Sotball games, practices, big projects, tests, family problems...but if I could just have a day to get away from that all, and rejuvenate from the chaos, it would serve me great pleasure. I understand that those times are rare in this busy world, but I believe that everyone deserves a little peace. Peace is what i want later in my life. I have wished to escape my hectic life as much as a hundred or more times and live a peacful life already. I can't wait to become an independent person, not in a bad way...as many teenagers think of freedom and independence. From my point of view, freedom comes with responsibility, or else to me, it won't even feel like freedom. Without responsibility or guidance, I would just feel out of place and life wouldn't be in order. I couldn't go along with my life that way. Eventually too much f...

I dream a lot of things. My reveries usually end up with happy thoughts, but reality is a different story. I can't escape from reality other than through my thoughts. I don't talk, i write. I feel if I talked and socialized with people I can't trust, I'll lose myself. I'm tired of all the crap I put up with everyday. I fight with my thoughts, and I am a confused teenager. I wish this phase would just go away. I just want to enjoy my life now, but it's harder for me than anything in the world. Hopefully things will straighten out but it seems impossible. the road is crooked. When I am in college I am almost positive things will get a lot better! In high school, I am surrounded by a bunch of kids who talk back to their parents, do highly daring stuff. Well, that stuff is retarded, and kids screw up their lives just thinking about it. Thoughts lead to actions. I dream to start a little journalism soon. I'm signing up for journalism for my school's newspaper...